Wednesday, October 25, 2017

Learning New Tricks

Hello Dears,

Pippi and I have been learning new tricks. Once a week Pippi goes to puppy class. Every Wednesday night Pippi and I head over to petsmart and learn something new. She has been doing great and picking things up quickly. She doesn't bark at the other barking dogs in class and sits by my side (whining sadly) without trying to play with the other dogs. I was worried about how she would adapt to not seeing Chip and living in a house with another dog and me working a lot. She has taken it in stride like a pro. Axel and her are best buds and she has wiggled her way into every heart in the house. She has adapted to a new routine of walks and play with dog parks worked in. Watching her has made me think about my adaptation.

I have worked out my work schedule to make sure I get to the gym two days during the work week. Being back at work has meant that I also have had to schedule Pippi's walks as well as my own workouts. I've also had to schedule when I cook dinner for the family and when I can't. I haven't adapted as well as I would wish. I haven't connected with people as often as I would like. I haven't had time for things that I wish I could do. I haven't gotten to be with Pippi as much as I would like. Some of this I have been able to work on. Like spending time with Pippi.



Pippi has come to work with me. It isn't an every day thing or even an every week thing. But when she does come I am amazed. She is amazing with the kids. She is perfect with them. She is calm and stays low and lets the do whatever they want without a grumble. It always reminds me of how lucky I am to have such an amazing dog. It makes me strive to be as patience with her and others as she is with me and the kids. She is young and has a lot of energy but her self control amazes me.










             Here is to taking everything in stride like Pippi and making more time for the things I love! 
-Mattie 


Tuesday, September 5, 2017

Roller-coaster Weekend

Hello All
So this holiday weekend has been a little crazy in my world. As some of you know Chip and I broke up and I've moved back to my mom's place in west LA. It's been a hard move and I've had a lot of trouble emotionally with it all. I've been coping with it by hiding and not going out much at all and not seeing anyone really. I go to work, I'm back at Keck Family Childcare, and then go home. I might go to the market if I'm feeling exciting. I know this isn't the healthiest way to deal and so this weekend I decided to change that.

Friday- Went to a show with an old friend then picked up pippi from my mom's and stayed up all night talking.It was amazing to catch up with someone I've been friends with for so long. And it was good to get out even if I did end up sleeping half of Saturday away because of it.

Sunday- I went to farmers market and picked up different things to make for a picnic at the Hollywood Bowl! Chip and I had got tickets (box tickets) for John Williams. It was as a gift to some of our friends who love Star Wars and had never been to the Bowl. I took Pippi with me to Chip's place to cook and prep. While I was at the market picking up some last things Pippi ate some sugarless gum. It turns out that sugarless gum is worse them sugar gum due to the additives they had to it. In fact it is highly toxic. I got home and she had eaten two containers of the stuff. She seemed fine until she started hacking and couldn't walk straight. Then she started having convulsions. Needless to say I freaked out and called chip to come pick us up and take us to a vet. Thankfully we got there in time and they pumped her stomach and were able to get most of it out. But they still needed to keep her at least over night and maybe up to 3 days. So we left her there and went to the Bowl.  The show was amazing. He is one of my favorite composers and though I've seen him at the bowl a few times his show is always different. It was also amazing to be able to share that experience with people who truly enjoyed it.

Monday- I had stayed at Chip's place the night before since the vert where Pippi was was close to his place. We got updates throughout the day but it was beginning to sound like they wanted to keep her an extra day. Since we wouldn't know until after dinner time I started prepping dinner. Chip came home and he had Pippi! They had called and said she was doing fine and could be taken home but they wanted to keep her just in case. Since it was silly to make her spend another night at the vets, which would most likely stress her out, for what seemed like no reason Chip insisted on taking her home. She was so sleepy and clingy that Chip had to sit with her while I finished dinner.

Today- Pippi is doing all better and though I am still watching her carefully to make sure I don't need to keep her near the vet. Today we go back home and I go back to work and into the crazy routine of childcare.

I thought a weekend of seeing people and doing things would be good for me. And while it had amazing high points so did my blood pressure. It does remind me that I need balance. I can't hide away all the time but I also need to be careful how much I try to pack into one weekend. I am just glad that this adventure turned out ok.

Monday, June 12, 2017

Hello again, Farmers Market, and Dammsugare

Hello All!
Yes I know it's been a while. Life happens sometimes and takes us away from our goals. But I am back my dears.

So I want to talk about Farmers Markets. I have moved away from some of the best farmers markets I know and now have a 30-40 minute drive to get to them. But it is worth it. Dear lord it is so worth it.
This is my bounty from this past weekend. Basil, tomatoes, blueberries, the best strawberries ever, peaches, Persian cucumbers, and lemon cucumbers. My car was filled with the smell of basil and strawberries. It was amazing. It smelled like summer. It smelled like picnics and gatherings. I came home full of energy and purpose. Recipe ideas were swirling around my head and I felt virtuous and healthy. I was ready to cook. So I did. A lot. 

I made a salad out of the cucumbers. Easy and so basic I won't even deign to call it a "recipe" I just cut them up (only peeling the lemon cucumbers) and put dressing on it. The tomatoes and basil went with some mozzarella I had to make a caprese salad. The strawberries went with a loaf of almond pound cake and ginger whipped cream to make my version of strawberry shortcake. The blueberries into a blueberry tart. The peaches have yet to find a goal and may just end up eaten. But non of these were my biggest challenge I set myself. That was reserved for Dammsugare.

So Dammsugare is a Swedish dessert. In Swedish it means "vacuum cleaner". I haven't met anyone who knows why this is. But they are delicious! The dough is easier then I expected but it turned out amazing. Here is the recipe I worked off of. 


To make dammsugare (makes around 10):
(from London eats)
For the filling:
• 250g cake crumbs (e.g. vanilla sponge)
• 75g unsalted butter, softened
• 20g unsweetened cocoa powder
• 40ml punsch or rum
To decorate:
• 300g marzipan
• few drops green food coloring
• 200g dark chocolate
To make the filling:
Put everything into a bowl and mix well until you have a soft dough. It will be a little sticky and slightly crumbly. Form into 10-12 rolls.
To decorate:
Add some food coloring to the marzipan and knead well until evenly coloured. Sprinkle a worktop with icing sugar, and roll the marzipan into a long strip 2-3mm thick (you might find this easier in two or three batches).
Use the marzipan to cover the portions of dough – get a good seal on the underside, and pinch the end closed. Roll the marzipan-coated dough on the worktop to get a smooth finish. Keep going until all the dough pieces are covered.
Next, melt the chocolate in a double-boiler, and dip the ends of each dammsugare into the chocolate. If you want them to look professional with glossy chocolate, you can either temper the chocolate, or take the easy option – skip the tempering, and put the dipped dammsugare on a plate in the fridge to harden.

I made a few more then 10. You can make them whatever size you want. 

I made them small, about two bite size. They are best kept in the fridge I found. When left at room temp the marzapain didn't stay hard enough to hold them together. So good though! I want to try with different types of cake and cookies. You can use either or whatever type of sweet crumbs you have around. 

Now on another note I have a puppy! Her name is Pippi and she is a pitbull-lab mix. She is the sweetest most out going dog around. So be ready for more updates about the exploits of Pippi the pup! 

Have a beautiful day and be kind to each other!

Friday, March 6, 2015

Snail Mail

Hello! 
I know it has been a while and I have been busy. I have started to send snail mail again. It is like getting a little present in the mail. I love sending it. 









These were some of the letters I sent out for Valentine's day. I have been sending out ones each month. 

I will update with more soon! hope you are all doing well.


Monday, April 7, 2014

1 house full

Good morning!
It is a beautiful monday morning and the sun is shining in my window. I have work then class today but a little update is in order.

We have an attic dweller. That means that we now have 8 people living in the house with 2 frequent weekend visitors. We have filled every room and are now moved on to the attic and are looking into getting a shed out back. It is a house full of nonsense and music. In a way it's kinda crazy and in another way kind of amazing. There are some big personalities in the house and something is always happening it seems. My bedroom has become more and more of a sanctuary and you never know what will happen when you step out my door. You might go to get coffee and have to push a boy out of the way while he plucks the cactus spikes out of his tongue. You might try to make dinner and get caught up in a discussion of gangis kahn. Oh and I forgot the animals. There are 2 dogs, 2 cats, and 2 chickens will be joining for a little while soon. I think my mom dreams of having an empty nest at this point. We are running out of bathrooms though. It's not a party house and most of us are very intellectual so it works out fine it's just intense. like some crazy reality show where they throw a bunch of people into the same house to see what happens. Well we are going to see what happens.

Have a great day and don't forget to smile!
mce

Sunday, March 9, 2014

new things in my world post

Good day dear friends!

it has been a while since I last posted here. I have not been lazing around mind you. I have been busy busy busy! Let me fill you in on a few changes I've made.

The first is that I have moved into my mother's house with Jono. We moved in last august before I started school in september. Yes dears started school again. It has been a while since I was sitting in a classroom but I have now finished my first semester back and am halfway through my second. If I stay on the track I have planed and the school doesn't mess it up I will be graduating with my BA in the winter. Isn't that crazy? I still can't really believe how close it is. 
To stay on track I am taking 5 classes this semester as well as 5 in the fall. And still working at the daycare. And doing my homework. Have I gone crazy?! yes, yes I have. I am so happy to be back in school but the work load is intense. Much more writing as an anthro major then I did as a theater major for sure. But I find it all so interesting. Let my give you a little taste of my day. 


                                                          (My study space)
My day of classes in note form:
Education across cultures
    preschool in japan- not a lot of teacher enforced discipline. expect children to take care of their own problems without adult intervention. Used to instill the collectivism of their society and teaches the children to rely on each other and to know how to deal with each other. 

Human Growth and Development
      Epigenetics- the study of the way that genes are turned off and on. Events in a mother's life during the pregnancy can affect the child.-e.g. if a mother goes through a highly stressful event the child can be born with higher levels of stress hormones making it more susceptible to stress and anxiety disorders. 

Study period

Global Ethnography
     The trobrianders- Yams- used as a type of wealth only among the men and traded among the group between only men. Seen as extremely sexual objects and can not be given to a woman directly. Men are the only ones who grow yams. 


This is just a taste of what goes on in my little notebooks during the day. This is also just 3 of my classes and I have two others that I didn't mention. Overall I find them all very interesting. Thankfully since I have to put in a lot of work to get all the readings and essays done. 

Have a good day everyone! 

Thursday, March 28, 2013

School on the horizon!

Hello!
So I have some good news! Hopefully if all goes as planed I will be back in school at Long Beach State. I will be an anthropology major. I am hoping to take some of the classes over the summer at SMC so I can take more classes in the fall. I am hoping to take a full load of 4 to 5 classes. I'm hoping I can finish in 2 years and then start in on my teacher cred. I will also be getting a special ed cred at the same time. Just you all know!

And lets not talk about the stress I've been going through.

hugs+kisses
mce